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My one regret in life is that I am not someone else.

  HI INTERNET.
(unwrapped)   (9:39PM)   10/7/2009
  inside  outside   DISBELIEF
  inside  outside   Francoise Hardy/_bruit de fond


Anniversary of living alone, three hundred and sixty-five days straight.
Here's what has been happening lately.


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morality is not a   moveable  feast        (2) 

  Cryptic keeper.
(unwrapped)   (10:29PM)   9/18/2009
  inside  outside   there's nothing to say
  inside  outside   crickets, bike freewheelin', car, dude


Should be asleep, but I am awake.
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morality is not a   moveable  feast        (9) 

  The very bottom where all things go to die.
(unwrapped)   (11:48PM)   8/15/2009
  inside  outside   nothing nothing nothing
  inside  outside   good luck/_man on fire


Since the last entry (as I begin all entries).
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morality is not a   moveable  feast        (8) 

  I can walk the dark.
(unwrapped)   (12:30AM)   6/10/2009
  inside  outside   I only feel distance anymore
  inside  outside   koushik/_back to the end


Since we last spoke. )

And so now I am broker-than-fuck. And hunting for a mortgage as the rates flutter higher and higher. Fuck.
I want it to be summer already. Not that summer means anything different. But there's a to-do list of things to-be-done. Tent making, music listening, book reading, freezer full of meat to grill. The usual, really. But in the sun and heat. I've got certain people in mind to be involved in these activities and it paints a lovely picture. And once it is all over and done, it is almost October. Hurry hurry hurry hurry. Now.
morality is not a   moveable  feast        (17) 

  He was bored and tired of my laments, said "I died for you one time, but never again".
(unwrapped)   (9:59PM)   5/20/2009
  inside  outside   bummed as fuck
  inside  outside   brothers of the occult sisterhood/_hexcorp


I go from forming an idea of where everything stands to barely standing at all.
Here are some photos because all the words are on paper (uncached and flammable, where they belong) instead.
Overload. )
morality is not a   moveable  feast        (10)